Change can be so scary at times, the uncertainty, the millions of questions you ask yourself. And ultimately no one really knows the answer to the question that you keep asking yourself, "Is this going to workout well for me? What if I fail? What will people think?"
No one really knows...because it hasn't happened yet. You might have a feeling or a hunch that this is going to be great or this is going to be an epic fail. Either way, it could the best thing in your life or the worse thing. Do you or don't you? Then you send so much time talking about it, thinking about it, losing sleepover it and then just agonizing over it. However, I would like to change the narrative here.
What if the decision was either good or bad? What if you do it and it doesn't workout but it lead you to something better? What if the magical way that God/Universe/Divine Sprit/Source/Higher Being, (circle the one that applies to you), works in that cosmic way, so all the stars lined up and it just had to be that way. We don't and often can't see it while we are going through it but I want you to know that on the other side of all the pain and fear is so much growth. And unfortunately, for us mortals we learn so much from it
Growth is amazing, we change, hopefully for the better. But at the same time it so painful and can be so deeply awakening all at the same time. I truly believe that we are all constantly growing and learning. Deepening our minds and our lives and other's people live is so beautiful.
So with that being said, I really wanted to step out of my comfort zone and really not only teach but become more aware of myself and of my actions. I have hurt a lot of people in my life and it's a lesson that I am stilling learning. Even through I may be a coach and give great "advise" but I also have theses moments of great awakening in myself and I am still learning and growing. So I want to let every one know that I am going to start a weekly blog about my life in real time. What happened, how I thought through it, what actions I took, the out come, and what I learned from it. I feel that it might be way more helpful for people to know they are not alone and that everyone has problems.
Just remember this is a judgement free zone!!! So let's talk about stuff but remember is someone doesn't agree with you it's ok. Everyone is doing their best, the best way they know how. So let's all grow together!!!!